Meandering Start

Let me be honest---I'd be lying if I said that I felt a compelling need to write an entry here today. But that said, I looked at the pathetic state of this blog and have decided that today is the day that I write something in it, mostly as a way of keeping whoever is still reading this up to date on the goings on in my life.

We're basically in the middle of April now. Normally, this would be the time for my annual long vacation away from work so that I can get away from everything and just reset, having spent most of the year giving the best that I can. I like my work, but even then there is that need to just take a break from it all, mostly to avoid burn out.

That is not happening this year because of a few reasons, but is likely to be happening in September/October this year instead. Among other more pragmatic reasons that I will not elaborate here, I think that it is time to change things up a little by visiting my friends in the US over Autumn instead of Late Winter/Early Spring (Late Winter mostly because of the generally abnormal climate issues). More on that when the time is coming soon I suppose.

But back to the topic: I don't really feel a compelling need to write an entry in this blog. It's not that I don't have much to say, but more of the things that I'd like to say are no longer things that can be put on this public platform. The recent trends of governance over the use of words in public does not bode well for anyone who doesn't toe the official party line, no matter where they are or where they are from. It is actually very chilling if one thinks about it beyond a cursory one. The steady rise of populism and increased regulation/control over words on the 'net means that even if one were utterly capable of providing the necessary evidence and argument to explain and prove a point, it doesn't matter. Because reason is thrown aside in favour of either pandering to the majority, or that of pandering to whoever is enforcing the current set of rules and regulations that are at play.

Self-censorship is singularly the most terrible thing to be inflicted with. When self-censorship becomes the norm, it seems to suggest that the environment is no longer conducive to the [relatively] free exchange of ideas, where ideas can stand on their own arguments/evidence in competition with other ideas. While ``freedom of speech'' never truly meant ``freedom from consequences'', self-censorship just makes it that much harder to talk about controversial topics that can affect people's lives in a profound way.

I find that over time, I am starting to veer away from hard-core computer science and moving towards this ``new-media'' centric evaluation of how technology and life works with/against each other. To me, it almost seems like the increasing proliferation of technology is acting more as a reflection on the behaviour of society than it is as an enabler for [say] the weakest members of the same society.

And sadly, the image in the reflection is plain terrible.

Maybe one day we'll be sufficiently enlightened: governments will strive to build a civic society capable of honestly debating policy regardless of political affiliation; citizens being more proactive at attempting to learn as many sides of the problems/policies that they face instead of latching on to the official/loudest mouthpiece; those who have benefitted from the system being more aware of their privileged situation and actually coming up with better policies that help people break the poverty/ignorance cycle if they are hardworking enough in the right areas; corporations and other wealthy interests will not have a superlatively greater influence on public policy compared to that of the citizens; politicians finally representing the interests of their constituents who voted them into power, and not be completely based on party loyalty.

But of that wish list, there is no way to know if we are anywhere near the goals, or are we actually extremely far from them.

Till the next time, I suppose.