I've never felt more socially isolated than now. This is rather worrying.
V pnaabg rkcynva jul V srry guvf jnl. Znlor orpnhfr bar bs gur gevttref bppheerq erpragyl, nf va, gur zrrgvat jvgu gur erfg bs gur fpubynef ng bar bs gubfr betnavfrq riragf. Fbzrubj V frrz gb or hanoyr gb fueht bss gung hapnaal srryvat gung V nz fbzrubj vasrevbe va fbzr jnl, qrfcvgr zr orvat n fpubyne yvxr gur erfg bs gurz.
Ab pyhr.
Yvsr frrzf n yvggyr zber pbzcyvpngrq guna hfhny, naq V unir yvggyr vqrnf ba ubj zhpu bs vg vf qhr gb zr orvat nyy bireyl frafvgvir naq ubj zhpu bs vg vf qhr gb npghny ernyvgl. Fb znal pbzcyvpngrq rzbgvbaf, fb znal fgenatr rapbhagref, fb zhpu lrneavat gung V pnaabg frrz gb chg njnl.
Naq V fhqqrayl srry yvxr xrrcvat n png sbe n crg. Gung gubhtug fhecevfrq zr, gb chg vg va n zvyq jnl. V'ir arire ernyyl fnj zlfrys nf n crg-xrrcvat crefba, lrg jura guvf gubhtug fhqqrayl svygrerq guebhtu zl zvaq, V jnf nf fubpxrq nf pna or. Ohg bs pbhefr, V jba'g or xrrcvat n png abj---cbbe yvggyr pevggre jvyy abg unir gur cynpr gb jnyx nebhaq naq rkcyber, tvira gung zl pheerag qjryyvat vf snveyl shyy bs fghss sebz gur gjragl bqq lrnef gung jr'ir orra yvivat va.
Nsgre n irel fubeg juvyr, lrg nabgure gubhtug fgevxrf zr. Nz V punaaryyvat gubhtugf sebz zl rk-tveysevraq? Vs gung jrer gehr, gura creuncf gung jbhyq or fhssvpvrag rkcynangvba nf gb jul V jnf srryvat guvf jrveq ng guvf gvzr. Vg pbhyq or na nznytnzngvba bs frireny riragf---gur zrrgvat jvgu gur bgure fpubynef, gur qrnqyvarf sbe gur inevbhf cebwrpgf, gur veengvbany srne bs nccylvat gb tenq fpubby, gur frafr bs ``jung-vs'' gung creinqrf qhr gb gur ortvaavat bs gur snyy frzrfgre, gur trareny ynpx bs pbzcnal urer nf pbzcnerq gb orvat onpx va gur 'ohetu, yvggyr guvatf yvxr gung gung nqq hc gb n pbafvqrenoyr cvyr bs zrff.
Jryy, nyy fnvq naq qbar, ng yrnfg V guvax gung znlor V unir vqragvsvrq n srj bs gur ceboyrz nernf gung V nz snpvat. Gvzr gb qrny jvgu gurz bar fgrc ng n gvzr.
If I do not live this life and seize it to call my own, no one will.
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V'Z PREGNVAYL SNZVYVNE JVGU GUR FRAFR BS VASREVBEVGL, V ZRNA, V'Z EBBZVAT JVGU FNZ! GUNG QHQR YBBXF YVXR UR'YY UNIR AB CEBOYRZ TRGGVAT VAGB TENQ FPUBBY (QRFCVGR JUNG UR FNLF). NAQ NCCYLVAT GB TENQ FPUBBY VF GREEVSVLVAT, GB ZR ZBFGYL ORPNHFR V'Z FHER V'Z HAQRECERCNERQ. V UNIR LRG GB GNXR TERF NAQ V BAYL UNIR BAR ERP GUNG V'Z FHER BS. VA NQQVGVBA, V ERNYYL SRRY YVXR V'IR SBETBGGRA ZBER GUVATF SEBZ PZH GUNA V'IR ORRA NOYR GB ERGNVA. VS FBZRBAR JRER GB VAGREIVRJ BE GRFG ZR, V JBHYQ CEBONOYL CRESBEZ QVFZNYYL. V GUVAX V'Z CERGGL FPERJRQ BA GUNG SEBAG. LBH, BA GUR BGURE UNAQ UNIR QRZBAFGENGRQ ABGUVAT OHG PBZCRGRAPR VA NAL NERN BS FGHQL LBH UNIR HAQREGNXRA NF SNE NF V XABJ SBE NF YBAT NF V UNIR XABJA LBH. LBH UNIR ABGUVAT GB JBEEL NOBHG.
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TBBQ YHPX!
- ZB
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