I wonder sometimes why I act the way I do when I'm with some people. While not overt, could it be that subconsciously, I just want to push away everyone so that I can feel sorry for myself and end up pushing even more people away?
That'd be something really disastrous, if indeed that idea were true. Imagine, all this while, while my conscious wants company, my subconscious is trying to undo all that my conscious is trying to do.
Egh.
So, anyway, there's so much things to do yet again, and maybe it'll be a while till I update this. Now, I need to look for food—weather's turning cold, and I'm turning more and more hungry. I need to keep an eye out on how much I eat though, lest I get even fatter and cannot fit into my jeans [again]. That would suck so bad.
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